I went to go see the movie Amazing Grace last night, and have, of course, come to the conclusion that William Wilberforce was bothered. It comes as no surprise that an activist of any type would be bothered. People who change the world are bothered. People who are not bothered do not change the world. That being said, I immediately started feeling somewhat stirred up to begin being bothered again. Let's face it, we are people, and we are inconsistent. One day I may be overly passionate about something, but then I might go to bed that night and forget about the whole thing in the morning. This is normal. Not everyone is stirred up all the time. Not even people who feel compelled to change the world. We wax and wane. The sun is always shining and is always luminous. The moon is illuminated and is sometimes full and sometimes new. The moon is also the brightest body in the night sky. It's kind of funny that the brightest celestial body in the night sky in our eyes also happens to be the one celestial body in the night sky that has no light of it's own.
So back to the point. I'm stirred up. I got online and went to
www.persecution.org, and printed a page of prayer requests from their website. I took them to church and handed them out to everyone in Bible study. This is how I am. I just can't sit still sometimes. It seems I'm only bothered about one thing consistently, and that's the fact that other people don't seem to be bothered. How bothersome. I stir myself up. And that may be the issue. So I was talking about this when my friend Adina said:
"Bothered or unbothered, only let us be content in God."
She said this because she knows my tendency to be stirred up about anything and everything. I will pick a cause faster than I pick out plastic containers of pineapple at the grocery store. I can be very quick and very emotional about things, and there's a huge danger there. This is why I feel that emotional appeals to college students regarding the decision to go into full-time missions work is unfounded, and quite frankly, wrong. While I think it's a great idea to stir people up into thinking about, and being open to, the option of career missions, a decision to enter into career missions at the ripe age of 21 may not be rooted in Scripture if it's following immediately on the tails of five Passion Conferences, a few Campus Crusade Winter Conferences, countless retreats and weekly Wednesday night parachurch organization meetings. I heard it said while I was in college "Everybody is called to the foreign mission field unless they recieve a specific calling from God
not to go." While I'm sure those who said that were not malicious, I do believe it to be manipulative. A lifetime decision to do
anything is not something that should be taken lightly. Why do you think there are so many marriages broken and career missionaries whose careers last 2 years and no longer? Life cannot be run on emotional passion. Ask any 23 year old high school teacher reconsidering her career decision. If you're running on passion alone, it's just a matter of time before the tank goes empty.
So without more delay here are my caveats:
1. Do not seek something to be bothered by. Please don't take this to mean that I am suggesting you stick your head in the sand and ignore the world around you. That isn't what I'm saying at all. I
am saying that picking a cause to fight for before consulting God about it is dangerous, disobedient, and often harmful. This is especially true when those for whom the success is so crucial wrestle with resisting the hopelessness that tempts them when another bright-eyed fiery soul retreats.
2. Always be thankful. The discomfort and injustice of 70,000 Christians held in labor camps in North Korea should not cause you to be humanly angry. If you can't deal with anger properly, you have another problem. Be thankful for what God has given you here in the U.S. He knows he doesn't owe it to us to give us all this blessing, but he does anyways. This world is not about you and me, but is about God. Be thankful for, and enjoy his many blessings, as you may not always have them. Take nothing for granted.
3. Make sure your cause doesn't become your God.
Doing good things for God is not nearly as important as
knowing God. If you give away everything you have and voluntarily offer to be burned for your cause, but you have not love, you are nothing. (See 1 Corinthians 13:3). Remember that Christ will say "I never knew you." Remember Mary chose well. Remember the church in Ephesus in Revelation 2. Do not abandon your first love.
4. Don't feel you
have to have a cause. Some people are called to very specific things. Some people are not. Only God knows what He has for you, and it may be much simpler than you think. Don't insult the God who created you for His purposes by being dissatisfied and discontent with the role that he has asked you to play for the time being. We are not all good oraters. Famous abolitionists make the news, but servant-hearted Sudanese missionaries raise up the disciples that raise up the disciples that make the news.
5. Check your pride. Are you doing this for your purposes, or are you doing this for God's? Pray that your motives might be in check.
Resist loving comfort. Be inconvenienced. Follow God.
He will reward you.